don't turn me down again

the different colours and fonts indicates the different topics im talking abt! haha:D

the stupid person who hired me as a pianist said they found another pianist sooo we dun nida go dwn to the sch.....!
when i recieved the sms i was like,,,, WTH!!!!!!!!!
this is like the second she turned me dwn agn lahh! it's kinda hurting duh~
the first time was when i was in London.
she called me and when i arrived back in Singapore, i called her to tell me the details and she was like rmb last year u played for our sch....
I was like" no, i didn't play"
she was like" Oh! i guess i got the wrong Sarah!, i might nid ur help in some of our rehearsals"
i was like" huh.. oh is it? okayyy its alright!"
and she didn't even call back! wth!

than ytd night around 10+ she called me agn, she said can i play for tmr's rehearsal(which is today) and then perform on Friday morning. i was like, okayyyy! can!.
today morning woke up, oH! saw the sms i was like zZzZzZzZ!!!!
dammmmm it hurts laaaah! wth! im like the stupid SPARE TIRE can......
when found another pianist, y isit im the one that has to go. y cant the other pianist be the one to go... wtf! its like my playing is so not worth it lah! WT_!

anw, din go out with stripy! im sooo not going out with his group of friends lah!
dammm alot of people can!!!! GOT GIRLS SOMEMORE!!!!! :x
hahaha.

N lvl results are out today. called lian! she asked han who couldn't go to sec5!
and soooooo ZHUN! the ppl who NTH TO DO, GO FIND GIRLFRIEND DE ALLL DIN MAKE IT! yeah rite.. it's TANWEIXIANG AND YEOSIHAO! and as for chong han, i dunoe what's his reason lahh! can't find one for him though! haha.. lalala. wateva~ asif i care abt him..
MAINSUBJECT HERE: TANWEIXIANG!
hahaha. who ask him nth to do go find gf, somemore find one also like ermmmmm..... u girls shud noe wat i mean rite....! hahaha
got 1 CLEVER ONE IN FRONT OF HIM.... dun want...! soooo sad ohhh! wat an ending..
RETRIBIUTION! hahahawateva~
speechless~

now, we've(me and lian) got those where our eyes would look in the angle of elevation! ahaha. not depression.. lol. made this up while talking to lian.
they N LVL, 3 SUBS, BELOW 10, ALSO CANNOT.
our's O LVL, 5 SUBS, ONE-8 THE OTHER 12. seeeee the diff! hahaha lmao.

xy! dun worry! trust urself and God!
if it was meant to be, no matter how little things u two would talk about, the love would always remain deep.
and if u were to get hurt, this blog is always open to you to write all ur feelings out. we zbs would understand how u feel and we would ALWAYS LEND U OUR SHOULDERS TO CRY ON!:D